The COVID Files: A Conversation with Paulina Spinoso

Paulina Spinoso is a psychologist and professor of philosophy. She has served as both deputy director of the psychology program and coordinator of the philosophy program at the University of Business and Social Sciences (UCES) in Buenos Aires, and has taught at the UCES, the University of Palermo, the University of Belgrano, and the Argentine Social Museum (USAM). She has written and published on a number of topics, from psychoanalysis in the hospital setting to the cultural significance of tango in Argentina.

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(Vance) Tell me about your personal experience of the Covid pandemic. How has it impacted your daily life, your professional activities?

(Paulina) It didn’t happen from one day to the next, and we were already aware that something was wrong, but the pandemic really registered with me on March 14, 2020, when the people who organize milongas [tango events]–events that I love to attend–decided to suspend them. That same day a group of friends and I had theater tickets and we had to return them. That was the most “shocking” thing, that activities that once seemed natural to us, joyful even, suddenly became dangerous; not a slight or even a moderate danger, but a matter of life or death.

I teach philosophy at two universities and classes were just starting–I remember talking with the students in that first face-to-face class, which was also my last. The government decided to offer the classes virtually and I, partly because of my age and partly because of my resistance to technology, decided to hand off my teaching responsibilities to the adjuncts in my department, who are younger than I am. I miss meeting with the students, but I am relieved not to have to learn these new methods; also at not having so many daily obligations, waking up early, holding to schedules, and other things like that.

At first, I was quite cloistered because I belong to an “at-risk population,” not due to previous illness, but because of my age (I celebrated my 74th birthday during the pandemic). Of course, there were things I lost: going to the theater, milongas, get-togethers, dinner outings with friends, and going for walks, which is one of my favorite things.

I also gained some things, unusual things that I had been postponing. For example, I was able to engage in a more or less systematic reading of Argentine literature–such as the literature of the gaucho, which had always been on my to-do list. I took courses via Zoom, something I never had time to do before. I used my resources to help me face the new situation. My ideas about the necessary and the superfluous changed a lot. I don’t need to buy more clothes–although I regret the loss of jobs in that sector; on the other hand, the ability to maintain friendships, for example, is very necessary.

To this point, the degree of confinement has varied greatly given the changing circumstances–the arrival of summer, the rise and fall of contagion rates, the various health policies adopted by the government. Now I take yoga classes in Parque Centenario, or go out to eat with friends…with, of course, the appropriate precautions, although I have already received both doses of the vaccine and a flu shot.

“Staying at home”–I prefer that expression over “confinement”–doesn’t make me feel alone, although I do live alone–sometimes I do feel alone, of course, but it has nothing to do with the pandemic. I talk on the phone with my friends; fewer obligations mean these conversations can be longer. I participate in Zoom gatherings with my film group, gatherings we used to hold at a friend’s house, or with Resistencia Milonguera, a special interest tango collective to which I belong, and also with many people who are directly involved in the tango industry, and are trying to solve the cultural and labor-related problems posed by the inability to work during the pandemic. I watch movies (many), I read (less than I would like, but as one psychoanalyst pointed out recently in a newspaper column, it seems this is a common complaint). I also write; I really enjoy that. Lately, I have been writing “Ephemera”–tributes to our nation’s great tango artists–for Resistencia Milonguera.

Of course, all of this takes place alongside uncertainty, anguish, and sadness about the situation. Very early on, a friend of mine who was hospitalized around the corner from my house died of COVID, as did the husband of a neighbor in my building, and, very recently, Horacio González, a point of reference among Argentine intellectuals and a man whom I admired very much. In short, although all deaths matter, those that put faces to names tend to affect us more.

As a philosopher–my own professional affliction–I try to reflect on and read about this new situation. Early into the pandemic, I read Sopa de Wuhan [Wuhan Soup], published by a group of Argentine intellectuals, ASPO (Aislamiento Social Preventivo y Obligatorio) [Preventive and Obligatory Social Isolation]. Just yesterday I bought a new book by various authors, titled Desafíos en pandemia [Challenges of the Pandemic], which I expect will be interesting.

At the moment, I am trying to enjoy the reopening a little more–always taking precautions–trusting in the progress of vaccination efforts, and waiting for spring to arrive.

“Today we enter our thirtieth day of quarantine, and most days we don’t even know which one it is. The news, on television or the radio, overwhelms; almost no one watches or listens anymore. Ma’am how have you spent your quarantine, is there anything you’d like to say, or so-and-so said wear your masks, don’t go outside, if you’re 70 years old or more get a permit. We want to be informed, but when we change the channel or move the dial, everyone echoes everyone else, trying to scoop the others or say it better than they can, even while it’s evident that no one has any idea who’s right.”

Rosa Monfasani, Crónicas en tiempos de pandemia (2021; my translation)

(Vance) You mentioned that you live in the El Abasto area of Buenos Aires, which is heavily associated with the visual and culinary arts, tango culture, and other forms of social intercourse. What impact has Covid had on the life rhythms of your neighborhood?

(Paulina) How interesting that you are familiar with El Abasto. There are many Abastos, existing in overlapping and/or interlocking layers. There are remnants of the old Abasto, that of the wholesale fruit and vegetable market [which operated from 1893-1984]. There is the Abasto of the 1990s, when the market became a shopping mall, and luxury hotels, supermarkets, and new, taller buildings were built around it. In this Abasto, tango is for tourists. There is the Abasto of the collectivities: Sephardic Jews, occasional Russians, Bolivians, Peruvians, Senegalese. Yes, and the Abasto of true tango culture: Carlos Gardel’s residence is in our neighborhood, and there are several milongas [tango venues]–few, perhaps, considering the neighborhood’s renown. There are also cultural centers, theaters, small art galleries (a relatively new addition to the neighborhood). Finally, and most recently, there is the Abasto of the nightlife, where young people meet for dinner, or a beer with friends.

Regarding the pandemic’s impact here, the things I mentioned before also apply to El Abasto. Businesses and supermarkets are open, but with precautionary measures in place; the neighborhood’s street fair is a good place to shop outdoors; cultural centers and restaurants also manage their activities in the open air. Parks like the Centenario are used for gatherings and celebrations. So, the street remains busy, but, as the health authorities suggest, in ways that keep people from crowding together indoors, although, as I also mentioned, these protocols are not always strictly observed.

(Vance) Since the beginning of 2020, what are the most significant changes you have seen in your immediate surroundings? In the city of Buenos Aires? In Argentina as a whole?

(Paulina) As José Ortega y Gasset would say: “I am myself and my circumstances,” so part of the answer to this question is in my response to the previous question. However, a single, comprehensive reply is difficult for me, for several reasons.

Moments in time: There were times when people went out only out of necessity and the streets appeared strangely empty, the shops closed, some definitively. Then there were times, like now, in which the level of activity returned almost to normal, with a few differences: for example, face coverings are now universal, hand sanitizer is available everywhere, the number of customers allowed concurrently in banks and businesses is limited…and there are certain activities that have yet to resume, such as milongas (at least the official ones; there are some that have been organized on the sly).

Generations: All the above applies to the daytime hours. At night, it is different. The city is taken over by the younger generations. I don’t intend this in a pejorative sense, but I also don’t know if they take the necessary precautions. In fact, I rather doubt that they do.

The everyday and the extraordinary: When things happen that are out of the ordinary, such as the death of Diego Maradona or Argentina’s championship victory in the Copa América, the enthusiasm of the people often overwhelms precaution and they celebrate together en masse with no care for social distancing. These occasional bouts of death-defying enthusiasm are quite curious; as it is also curious that these events tend to be soccer-related (although Diego’s importance to us transcends the merely soccer-related).

Degree of impact: I am retired, I am relatively healthy and I do not have either elderly or children to care for. In a way, this is a privilege. There are those, such as health personnel, whose workload has increased dramatically, as well as those who have either lost their jobs or suffered a reduction in hours and are consequently experiencing financial difficulties, or who have family members who are ill. For these people, the pandemic worsens an already difficult situation. Everyone experiences these things differently.

Attitudes and interpretations: As has been the case around the world, in Argentina there are many people in denial. There are also those who believe that the pandemic is a ploy concocted by those bent on world domination, that vaccines transmit ideology, and other things like that. Luckily, many of these thought processes are not internally consistent, and despite what they claim to believe, these people get vaccinated anyway. Others completely refuse. They believe that “vaccination = genocide.” It seems unbelievable, but I saw this formula painted on a wall. These individuals classify themselves as “libertarians,” understanding liberty as being free to remain unvaccinated or to move about at will, infecting others or becoming infected themselves.

Politics: It is a shame, but in our country a situation like the pandemic, in which we might expect community to take precedence over partisan conflict, the opposition–which is quite aggressive–is willing to adopt any position, so long as it runs contrary to that of the governing party. This makes things very difficult.

(Vance) I am interested in your opinion as a psychologist; the pandemic will leave us all with some level of post-traumatic stress, expressed in one form or another. In Argentina, what do you think the long-term effects of this phenomenon will be?

(Paulina) I think it’s accurate to say “everyone,” because that’s what a pandemic is all about. This was a catastrophe. There are psychologists who focus on these situations, not only as a field of study, but as care-givers for people in such circumstances. Here we call this specialty “Emergencies and Catastrophes.” I wish these professionals could be more involved, but they are probably not completely prepared for a situation like this. They deal with fires, accidents, train derailments, floods, earthquakes; events that are both more limited and more spectacular. This situation is different: quieter, longer, more diffuse, less visible.

There are several issues that must be considered prior to answering your question:

1. We talk as if there will be an “after”–thus the use of the word “post-pandemic”–although this is by no means certain.

2. The experience of trauma involves some unexpected stressor, the degree of impact of which depends to a large extent on how well prepared an individual is to incorporate it, based on the resources available to him or her. Identical experiences affect different people in different ways.

3. The pandemic was not a lightning strike on a sunny day. We were all already immersed in many stressful situations which also prompted different reactions, and which familiarity had already rendered relatively inconspicuous. At the global and social level: serious ecological problems, growing inequality, open or underground conflicts, racism, migration, and exile; at the personal or family level: mental illness (depression, psychotic conditions, psychosomatic illnesses, addictions) or physical illness (cancer, heart disease, disabilities), family dysfunctions, and the generalized ills that, because they are so common, do not seem pathological, such as the colonial subjectivity upon which the global consumer society is built, or our voluntary subjection to the media and the consequent inability to distinguish fact from falsehood, or the imaginary from the genuine.

I say all this because, even supposing we ever arrive at a post-pandemic world, we will still have to deal with these things, with the added turmoil of the post-traumatic. Surely there will be “some level of post-traumatic stress.” There will probably be an early euphoria–perhaps a bit manic (rushing to travel, to dance, to eat out again)–but at some point we will have to face our loss in terms of lives (for instance, will the the families of the dead hold “delayed” funeral ceremonies, and what will they look like?). Surely it will not be as if nothing had happened (that would be the worst possible outcome). It will be necessary to rethink work situations and related activities: what will it be like to return to in-person classes after two years of remote education?; will educational institutions use this as an excuse to eliminate jobs?). These are the contexts I know best, but surely things will change in all professions, likely for good. We could see it as an opportunity: trade unions have begun to talk about reducing working hours. That is to say, more people with more to do, fewer people unemployed or overworked. The self-employed or workaholics would have the chance to recover whatever part of their being was previously lost to the workplace.

For each one of us, there will be work to do on a personal level, learning to accept the uncertainty–which may be more evident now, but when was anything ever really certain?–of the human condition, our own vulnerability and the need we each have of “common-unity”–as we say here, “no one can save himself”–and the inevitability of loss. This is a task for the “after,” but in many ways we are already doing that work–or not–right now.

Besides the things I’ve already mentioned, there are certain behaviors I’ve been struck by during these times:

1. The inability to postpone things or give them up altogether. For example, concern that young people might have to forgo “their holidays, or their classes, or their parties and class trips,” as if these things had been somehow guaranteed by God at the dawn of time. As if they were inalienable rights that society has an obligation to protect.

2. Submission to the imperatives of the superego. Lacan defined the superego as that which governs enjoyment and consumption, accompanied by the assumption that someone else is to blame for our limitations, which are therefore not understood as simply part of our reality. The result is narcissism cloaked in libertarianism: “I will not be imposed upon.”

Obviously, those who have lived the pandemic in this way will find the “post-traumatic” more difficult to navigate.

(Vance) The rollout of the COVID vaccine has been a complicated process in Argentina as in the United States, although perhaps for different reasons. Between political, commercial, and socioeconomic issues, it is not necessarily the case that everyone who wants the vaccine has access to it. What do you think of this problem? What, if any, social conflict has this caused? How do official efforts to encourage vaccination clash with the reality of vaccine shortages?

(Paulina) The fact that the pandemic has become fodder for political gamesmanship has made things more difficult. However, it’s not exactly surprising, either. The teachings of the Stoics are very pertinent here: “It is not the things themselves that affect us, but the opinions we have about those things.” I wish it were easier for us to encounter reality directly, and it is necessary that we make the effort, but this truth expressed by the philosophers in part defines the reality we encounter. Sociologists might say that what people think about what happens is part of what happens. Ideology and opinions are both part of the same conceptual world.

I already mentioned the resistance to the Sputnik vaccine. It was rumored that it secretly implanted a microchip, that it spread ideology, that it was evil, etc. Everyone talked–and still does–about the “Russian” vaccine, invoking communism and the Soviet Union, as if it were not common knowledge that the USSR ceased to exist a long time ago. Government officials were maligned, an accusation of poisoning was made, and terms such as “infectatorship” were coined. I find it somewhat amusing that Marx–who failed in so many of his predictions–was correct in his assertion that “a ghost haunts the world,” because here we continue to stir up the specter of communism anytime anything carries the slightest hint of social solidarity.

With Pfizer, long and complicated negotiations began early and ended only recently in an agreement. From the outset, there was official acceptance of Pfizer regardless of where it came from, as demonstrated, very early on, by the tests performed with volunteers at the Argentine Military Hospital. Later, there was noncompliance by Pfizer, along with overly burdensome demands involving corporate liability waivers and the offering of Argentine national assets as collateral. (Did they make these demands of all countries to which they sold the vaccine? Were the conditions they placed on us ideologically motivated? I don’t know; it would be interesting to find out). Finally, though, an agreement was reached, and now we are here. Understandably, people who love their homeland would find these demands difficult to tolerate, but vaccination is a priority for this government. People accuse the president of having “fallen in love with the pandemic,” while those in the opposition have said things like “let the ones who must, die” and “it’s just a little flu.”

As far as the vaccination program is concerned, it is based on priority: the elderly, at-risk populations, health personnel, and now young people, who seem most susceptible to the Delta variant. It is true that we cannot stage a universal vaccination campaign because there are not currently enough doses for all those who want to be vaccinated. It is also true that there are people who favor direct purchase by pharmacies from laboratories, at whatever price, and that the vaccines be marketed on an individual basis so that those who have the means can purchase them privately. Some level of social conflict may exist between these people and those who–for any of the reasons mentioned above–receive them for free and before they become available to everyone else.

There are also provinces, such as Córdoba, where there are more vaccines than people who want them; the anti-vaccine narrative has really taken hold there. It is also one of the provinces with the highest rates of infection.

Here is an example of the contradictions that plague the official response to the pandemic: in the City of Buenos Aires, as the Minister of Health insists that we are facing a new and serious danger, the Chief of Government is doing away with social distancing in the schools (previously, they had been required to maintain a meter and a half of distance between students). I read something that seems to me to describe well what is being done in the city: “just when the fire is beginning to ebb, they throw on another twig.”

The most problematic aspect of all this is that a universal humanitarian catastrophe is being treated in a way that is blatantly partial and subject to the laws of the market. Vaccines should be considered artifacts of global material and cultural heritage. Instead, their development has become a matter of competition between private laboratories that sell them at a high price and favor countries with greater economic wherewithal or ideological affinities. Understandably, it doesn’t make me happy that we are last among the first–because, after all, the vaccination program is making progress–but it makes me even less happy to be first among the last–because this means that there are countries that are much worse off than we are. This saddens me very much. I have no sympathy for individuals who believe they should have priority of vaccination just because they have the money to pay for it themselves, nor do I sympathize with countries that adopt the same attitude.

Increasing inequality, which was an issue well before COVID, has been exacerbated further by the pandemic; unequal access to vaccines is proof of this fact. Today, I read a comment that seems fair to me: “the production and availability of vaccines is linked to geopolitical issues that outstrip the will of a country like ours.”

You ask whether “official efforts to encourage vaccination clash with the reality of vaccine shortages.” I would suggest to you that they do and they do not. They do not, because the answer is a coherent vaccination program based on the availability and efficient delivery of vaccines; they do, because that availability is contingent upon extrinsic obstacles that are intrinsic to our peripheral condition in the world.

How do we deal with those contingencies? The way we deal with all such things in life: we struggle and endure.

(Vance) This is only one crisis among many in Argentina, but it is qualitatively different, more restrictive than a political or economic crisis, and in different ways. What impact do you think this will have on the national psyche? How does the country recover from this?

(Paulina) I must confess that I find it a bit difficult to accept that my country is exceptional in this regard. It is true that we have experienced many crises, and this one is exceptional for us as it is for everyone. But in the United States, did the Trump administration not end in crisis, is there no ongoing crisis in regard to racial discrimination, have there been no crises in the banking system?

(Vance) Your point about the universality of crisis is well taken; it’s been a pretty rough couple of years here in the United States, and from what I can see there is little sign of change on the horizon. I suppose that the distinction I’m trying to make between this country and Argentina is not the experience itself of crisis, but the way in which crisis is experienced. In the United States, we seem to have a greater psychological need to dissemble our experience of crisis, a need which has been greatly challenged during this particular crisis by the mere fact of its global nature. Our customary way of distracting ourselves from an unpleasant moment has been to compare ourselves with the rest of the world (we may struggle with racism here, but in Iraq…; we are dealing with drought and terrible wildfires here, yes, but in Ethiopia…; etc.). In the present situation, we don’t have that safety valve, because throughout much of the pandemic the rest of the world has been able to compare itself favorably to us. I think that has been the most significant blow to our national psyche in these times.

(Paulina) I appreciate your willingness to tell me about your own personal experiences. You reminded me of a saying of our poet, Leopoldo Marechal: “The fatherland is a pain in one’s side.” Each of us has regrets about the state of our homelands, and sometimes, as you say, it is tempting to say, yes, but we aren’t as bad as some. The point is not to rejoice in the predicaments of others but to share ourselves with them…even if all we have to share is vulnerability.

(Vance) In an article published on July 14, 2021, La Nación announced that the death toll from Covid in Argentina had grown to over 100,000. This is a discouraging milestone; it is also far from a final tally, since between 200 and 300 new deaths are still being reported every day. Under the circumstances, how does one sidestep despair, how does one maintain a semblance of optimism? You suggested that if we neglect the lessons the pandemic has taught us, history will simply repeat itself. What will have to change in order for us truly to take advantage of what we have learned from all this (assuming we’ve learned anything at all)?

(Paulina) If our interactions with reality are mediated by our opinions and those of others, it is worth considering the process by which those opinions are formed, often called the “construction of common sense.” While a person often “loves his opinions more than himself,” as Lacan says, the greatest error lies in believing that they truly belong to us. As the passage continues, “of the unconscious we do not speak, we are spoken.” “Mass” media–the term itself deserves attention–performs a fundamental role in this process, since it is they who are speaking to us.

Let’s take this in stages:

The article references the 100,000 dead, a shocking figure the actual weight of which would be no different if it were 99,999 or 100,001, but it serves to produce just that: a shock.

Forgive me another philosophical reference: the Frankfurt School long ago posited that, in a consumer society, “all cultural production takes the form of merchandise.” News is a commodity, and it is sold by the same or similar means as any other product–novelty, impact.

I recently bought and read a very interesting book by Laurent de Sutter, Indignation totale, which is subtitled Ce que notre addiction au scandale dit de nous [What our addiction to scandal says about us]. There is a cycle in motion that I try to avoid, though not always successfully: the search for the scandal du jour. The media take up a topic for one day, morning to night, never really getting past a superficial treatment, with the sole intention of filling us with indignation, and then, the next day, they move on to something new.

“100,000 dead” lends itself very well to this cycle. It also allows for attribution of blame to only one bad actor–Covid-19–when in reality there are many of them, including a denial-ridden, anti-vaccine, anti-restriction media regime. The media are never going to acknowledge their role in this process. They are always only reporters, shielded by their supposed neutrality.

Umberto Eco spoke of the “Santa Claus effect,” the idea that people don’t believe what advertising says–do you really believe that “life with Coca Cola is better”?–but they do believe in advertising itself.

Something very striking is happening. Many people believe media personalities who blatantly lie, or blatantly contradict themselves. It is as if one were to say: “I do not believe what you say–that would be stupid–but I still accept it as valid.” “Lie more to me; your wickedness makes me happy,” as a famous bolero says.

You speak of “despair,” you are looking for just a “semblance” of optimism. Well, I don’t feel that tone represents either my attitude or that of many of my fellow Argentines. Which is not to say we’re “optimistic.” Another book that I would recommend is Hope without Optimism, by Terry Eagleton.

Yesterday, a Sunday, I went to yoga in the Parque Centenario, performed a small ceremony for the Día de la Pachamama [the Incan “Earth Mother], and went out with a friend to eat asado at a parrilla–always with face coverings and hand sanitizer in tow. We didn’t feel desperation, nor did the people with whom we crossed paths. True, perhaps not everyone took sufficient precautions, which goes far towards explaining the high infection rate. That night, I attended my Zoom meeting with my film group. We felt concerned, preoccupied with the pandemic, but not desperate.

This brings to mind a phrase–this is beginning to feel like free association, yes?–which is maliciously applied to the Left (there is some truth to this), but which these days seems more applicable to the Right: “They wake up sad and go to bed furious.” In order to escape this dynamic, they would have to start watching different networks and reading different newspapers.

All of this must, of course, be weighed against what I told you at the beginning of our conversation: not all life situations are the same. There are other people on whose lives despair has a real bearing.

I just read an article by an Argentine essayist, Alejandro Kaufman, who, in reference to his refusal to predict the future, says: “There is a reason that the great religions rejected fortune-telling and distinguished it from prophecy, that age-old means of interrogating the present.” By this logic, the prophecy most suitable to this present moment would be one that calls attention to the fact that if we–the world–do not face the problems mentioned above, which preceded and perhaps even led to the pandemic, we cannot expect much improvement in the future.

“The pandemic violates us in that it reduces us to numerals. The only way we can know what is happening is to count the deaths. A paradoxical situation occurs: we need to know how many people are dying but, at the same time, this process of counting trivializes death and desensitizes us to it. One way or another, these were preventable deaths that we nevertheless were unable to prevent. In the context of globalization, the tally is global, continuous, and in real time, which generates a kind of constant panic. Everything we can do to mitigate and assuage these situations is as valuable as it is necessary. For the media to act as a witness, to recover the testimonies and life stories of the deceased, would be a very positive effort.”

Alejandro Kaufman, Entrevista con Pablo Esteban, Ciencia, comunicación y política (21 Junio, 2021; my translation)

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Los expedientes COVID: Una conversación con Paulina Spinoso

Paulina Spinoso es psicóloga y profesora de filosofía. Se ha desempeñado como vicedirectora de la carrera de psicología y coordinadora de la carrera de filosofía en la Universidad de Ciencias Empresariales y Sociales (UCES) en Buenos Aires, y ha enseñado en la UCES, la Universidad de Palermo, la Universidad de Belgrano y la Universidad Museo Social Argentino (UMSA). Ha escrito y publicado sobre diversos temas, desde el psicoanálisis en el ámbito hospitalario hasta la trascendencia cultural del tango en Argentina.

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(Vance) ¿Cuál ha sido tu experiencia personal durante la pandemia Covid? ¿Cómo ha impactado en tu vida diaria, profesional, etc.?

(Paulina) Aunque nada comienza de la noche a la mañana, la pandemia me “impactó”, aunque algo ya sabíamos, el 14 de marzo del 2020, cuando los Organizadores de Milongas–lugares/eventos a los que yo asistía–decidieron suspenderlas. Ese mismo día un grupo de amigas teníamos entradas para el teatro y las devolvimos. Eso fue lo más “impactante”, que actividades que nos parecían naturales en nuestras vidas, regocijantes además, de pronto resultaran peligrosas; no un peligro leve o mediano sino “peligro de muerte”.

Yo doy clases de Filosofía en dos Universidades y recién comenzaban–recuerdo la conversación con los alumnos en esa primera clase presencial que fue la última para mí. Las autoridades resolvieron pasarlas a virtuales y yo, en parte por mi edad y en parte por mi resistencia a las tecnologías, preferí derivar el dictado a los adjuntos de mis cátedras, que son más jóvenes que yo. Extraño el encuentro con los alumnos, pero me siento aliviada por no tener que aprender esos nuevos procedimientos. También por no tener ya obligaciones cotidianas: madrugones, horarios, y otras cosas así.

Así que, al principio, bastante encerrada porque pasé a pertenecer a la “población de riesgo”, no por enfermedades previas, sino por la edad (74 cumplidos en pandemia). Ahí claro, perdí cosas: espectáculos, milongas, reuniones, salidas a comer con amigos, callejear, que a mí me gusta tanto.

También gané otras; cosas inhabituales pero que tenía postergadas. Por ejemplo leí en forma más o menos sistemática la literatura argentina–como es el caso de la “gauchesca”–, que tenía siempre pendiente. Hice cursos por Zoom, para lo que antes no tenía tiempo. Usé los recursos que tenía para afrontar la nueva situación. Noté que cambié mucho la idea sobre lo necesario y lo superfluo. Comprar más ropa no es necesario–aunque lamento la pérdida de fuentes de trabajo; tener amigos, por ejemplo, sí es muy necesario.

Desde entonces y hasta ahora el grado de encierro ha variado mucho dadas las distintas circunstancias–el verano, la baja o suba de los índices de contagio, las distintas políticas de cuidado que iba tomando el gobierno–. Ahora estoy yendo a clases de yoga en el parque Centenario, a comer con amigas/os…con los cuidados pertinentes aunque ya tengo las dos vacunas y la de la gripe dadas.

En el “quedarse en casa”–expresión que prefiero a la de “encierro”–aunque vivo sola, no me siento sola. A veces sí, claro, pero no tiene que ver con la pandemia. Converso por teléfono con amigas–con menos obligaciones pueden ser más largas las conversaciones–, participo en Zooms con mi grupo de cine–que antes era en casa de una amiga–y en reuniones de trabajo de una agrupación a la que pertenezco, Resistencia Milonguera, y en las reuniones virtuales de mucha gente del tango que está tratando de resolver los problemas laborales y culturales que les plantea el no poder trabajar. Veo películas–muchas–, leo–menos de lo que quisiera pero parece que eso nos pasa a muchos, según lo comentó un psicoanalista en una nota periodística–. También escribo; eso me gusta mucho. Ultimamente escribo las “Efemérides”–homenajes que hacemos a nuestros grandes artistas del tango–para Resistencia Milonguera.

Claro que junto a todo esto corre la incertidumbre, la angustia, la tristeza por la situación. Muy tempranamente murió por Covid una amiga que estaba internada a la vuelta de mi casa, el marido de una vecina de mi edificio, hace muy poco un referente de nuestros pensadores–Horacio González–a quien yo aprecio mucho. En fin, aunque todas las muertes cuentan, las que tienen nombre propio para nosotros afectan más.

Y como filósofa que trato de ser–o que es mi enfermedad profesional–reflexionando y leyendo sobre la nueva situación. Al comienzo de la pandemia leí “Sopa de Wuhan”, y una publicación de pensadores argentinos: “ASPO” (por Aislamiento Social Preventivo y Obligatorio). Y ayer compré un nuevo libro de diversos autores que se llama “Desafíos en pandemia”. Supongo que ha de ser interesante.

Ahora estoy disfrutando un poco más de la apertura–pero siempre tratando de ser cuidadosa–confiando en el avance de la vacunación, a la espera de la primavera.

“Hoy llevamos más de 30 días de cuarentena, la mayoría de los días no sabemos en cual estamos. Las noticias de la televisión o la radio son agobiantes, ya casi nadie las mira o escucha. Señora cómo pasa la cuarentena, tiene algo para decir, o fulano dijo pónganse el barbijo, no salgan a la calle, si tiene más de 70 años saque su permiso. Queremos estar informados, pero si pasamos el canal o corremos el dial, todos copian de todos para ver quién tiene la primicia o informa mejor, pero en definitiva nadie sabe quién tiene razón.”

Rosa Monfasani, Crónicas en tiempos de pandemia (2021)

(Vance) Me has contado que vivís en el barrio El Abasto, que se identifica con las artes plásticas y culinarias, el tango, y otras expresiones de la vida social en conjunto. ¿Cuál ha sido el impacto del Covid en los ritmos de tu barrio?

(Paulina) Qué interesante que estés informado sobre el Abasto. Hay muchos Abasto. Son como capas superpuestas y/o entrelazadas. Hay restos del viejo Abasto, el del Mercado de frutas y verduras [en operación desde 1893 a 1984]. Hay el Abasto de los 90, cuando el Mercado se convirtió en Shopping, se construyeron hoteles de lujo, supermercados y nuevos edificios altos. Para éste, el tango es para el turismo. Hay el Abasto de las comunidades: judíos sefardíes, rusos en cierto momento, bolivianos, peruanos, senegaleses. Sí, también el del tango: la casa de Gardel está en nuestro barrio y hay algunas milongas, pocas quizá, si se compara con la fama del barrio. Y está el de los centros culturales, los teatros, las pequeñas galerías de arte (algo un tanto nuevo en el barrio). Finalmente, hace un tiempo, el del encuentro nocturno de jóvenes para la cena, la cerveza con amigos.

Con respecto al impacto de la pandemia, lo que te conté antes vale un poco también para el Abasto. Los negocios y supermercados funcionan pero con los cuidados, la feria barrial, en la calle, es un buen lugar para comprar al aire libre; los centros culturales y los restaurantes se las arreglan para sus actividades también al aire libre. Los parques como el Centenario, se usan para encuentros o festejos. Así que la calle está concurrida, pero para que la gente no se amontone adentro, como sugieren las autoridades sanitarias, aunque, como te adelanté, no siempre se cumpla estrictamente con los protocolos.

(Vance) De principios del 2020 a hoy, ¿cuál ha sido el cambio más significativo que has visto en tu entorno? ¿En la ciudad de Buenos Aires? ¿En el país?

(Paulina) Bueno, Ortega y Gasset decía: “Yo soy yo y mi circunstancia”, así que parte de esta respuesta está en las respuestas anteriores. No obstante, me resulta difícil una descripción unitaria por varias razones:

Momentos: Hubo momentos en que se salía sólo por verdadera necesidad y las calles se veían extrañamente vacías, los negocios cerrados, algunos definitivamente. Otros, como ahora, en que la actividad se parece mucho a la de siempre, aunque por ejemplo, el barbijo está universalizado, hay alcohol en gel en todos lados, número de gente acotado en bancos y negocios…actividades que aún no han vuelto, por ejemplo las milongas (por lo menos las oficiales, porque hay algunas clandestinas).

Edades y horarios: Lo que acabo de decir se aplica al día. A la noche es distinto. Los más jóvenes se apropian–no lo digo en mal sentido–de la ciudad  y no sé si tienen los cuidados necesarios, más bien dudo de eso.

Lo cotidiano y lo extraordinario: Cuando sucede lo extraordinario, como la muerte de Diego Maradona o la obtención del título de Argentina Campeón de la Copa América el entusiasmo de la gente superó los cuidados y se amucharon sin respetar las distancias. Curioso que cada tanto aflore esa cuota de entusiasmo que desafía a la muerte y también curioso que se trate de acontecimientos ligados al fútbol (aunque Diego es para nosotros mucho más que fútbol).

Grados de afectación diferentes: Yo soy jubilada, estoy relativamente sana y no tengo ancianos o niños que cuidar. En cierta forma es un privilegio. Hay quienes tienen que trabajar mucho–como el personal de salud–o han perdido o disminuido su trabajo y se encuentran en aprietos económicos, o tienen un enfermo en la familia y la pandemia agrava su situación. En fin, no es lo mismo.

Actitudes e interpretaciones: Como en todo el mundo acá hay mucho negacionismo. Gente que cree que la pandemia es un subterfugio para dominar al mundo, que las vacunas inoculan ideología y unas cuántas ideas más. Por suerte muchos son contradictorios y a pesar de eso se vacunan. Otros se niegan. Creen que “vacunación = genocidio”. Increíble, pero lo vi pintado en una pared. Se autocalifican como “libertarios”, entendiendo la libertad como la de no vacunarse o que no te impidan salir a contagiarte o contagiar.

Posiciones políticas: Es una pena pero en nuestro país una situación como la pandemia donde esperaríamos que la “comunidad” prevalezca sobre el conflicto de partidos, la oposición–que es bastante agresiva–toma cualquier posición con tal de que sea contraria a la del gobierno. Eso dificulta mucho las cosas.

(Vance) Me interesa tu opinión como psicóloga; la pandemia nos dejará a todo el mundo con algún nivel de estrés postraumático, expresado de una forma u otra. En Argentina, ¿cómo ves los efectos a largo plazo de este fenómeno?

(Paulina) Me parece bien que digas “todo el mundo”, porque de eso se trata con una pandemia. Lo que ha ocurrido es una “catástrofe”. Hay psicólogos que se ocupan de esas situaciones; no sólo de estudiarlas, sino de ocuparse de asistir a la gente en esas circunstancias. Aquí llamamos a las materias que dictan esa especialidad “Emergencias y Catástrofes”. Me gustaría que estuvieran interviniendo más, pero probablemente no están muy preparados para este caso. Ellos se ocupan de incendios, accidentes, descarrilamiento de trenes, inundaciones, terremotos; siempre algo más acotado y más espectacular. Esto es diferente: más silencioso, más prolongado, más difuso, menos visible.

Hay varios problemas previos a la posible respuesta a tu pregunta:

1. Hablamos como si hubiera un después; eso se ve en el uso de la palabra postpandemia, lo cual no es seguro hasta ahora.

2. El trauma implica algún estresor, sorpresivo, cuyo grado de eficacia depende mucho de cuánto se está preparado para recibirlo, y con qué recursos se cuenta. La misma cosa puede afectar de distinta manera a distintas personas.

3. La pandemia no fue un rayo en medio de un día luminoso. Ya teníamos muchas situaciones estresantes a las que reaccionábamos también de distintas maneras y que también se habían tornado relativamente silenciosas por efecto del acostumbramiento. A nivel mundial y social: graves problemas ecológicos, desigualdad creciente, conflictos abiertos o soterrados, racismos, migraciones, exilios, destierros…A nivel personal o familiar: enfermedades mentales (depresión, cuadros psicóticos, enfermedades psicosomáticas, adicciones), o físicas (cáncer, enfermedades cardíacas, discapacidades), disfunciones familiares, y esos sufrimientos difusos que por ser comunes no parecen patológicos como la colonización de la subjetividad por las exigencias de la sociedad de consumo o la servidumbre voluntaria con respecto a los medios, incluso los digitales, con sus efectos de falta de distinción entre lo falso y lo verdadero, lo imaginario y lo real.

Comento todo esto porque aun suponiendo que hubiera postpandemia, habrá que seguir lidiando con todo esto, más lo postraumático que ella acarrea. Seguramente habrá “algún nivel de estrés postraumático”. Probablemente habrá una primera reacción de alegría–quizá un tanto maníaca (salir corriendo a viajar, a bailar, a comer afuera)–pero luego habrá que afrontar lo que se ha perdido en vidas (las familia de los muertos, ¿harán alguna ceremonia “en diferido”? ¿Cómo será eso?). Seguramente no será como si nada hubiera pasado (eso sería lo más grave). Habrá que reorganizar el trabajo, las actividades (¿Cómo será volver a clases presenciales después de dos años de clases virtuales? ¿No aprovecharán las empresas educativas para suprimir puestos de trabajo?). Esto para hablar de lo que más conozco, pero seguramente en todos los campos las cosas no volverán a ser iguales. Podría ser una oportunidad: hay sindicalistas que están hablando de disminuir las horas de trabajo. Es decir: más gente ocupada, menos desocupados, menos gente sobreocupada–los “empresarios de sí mismos” o los adictos al trabajo podrían recuperar lo que de su ser escapa al trabajo.

En lo personal, para cada uno habrá una tarea que hacer, en la aceptación de la incertidumbre–que es más patente ahora, pero ¿cuándo tuvimos certezas?–de nuestra condición de mortales, de nuestra vulnerabilidad, de nuestra necesidad de común-unidad–acá solemos decir “nadie se salva solo”–, de la inevitabilidad de las pérdidas. Probablemente es un trabajo para la post pero que ya estamos haciendo–o no–ahora.

En estos tiempos me llamaban la atención ciertas actitudes que sumo a las que ya te conté.

1. La imposibilidad de postergar o renunciar. Por ejemplo mucha desesperación para que los chicos tuvieran “sus vacaciones, o sus clases, o sus fiestas y viajes de egresados”, como si todo eso se los hubiera prometido Dios desde toda la eternidad. Como si fueran derechos inalienables que alguien tenía el deber de satisfacer.

2. El sometimiento a imperativos superyoicos –Lacan hablaba del superyó que ordena gozar- de disfrute y de consumo. Acompañado de la suposición de que alguien tiene la culpa de las limitaciones y no están fundadas en esta realidad. Mucho narcisismo nimbado de libertarismo: “A no me van a imponer x cosa”.

Evidentemente a quien ha transitado la pandemia de esta manera lo “postraumático” le va a resultar más difícil.

(Vance) El tema de las vacunas ha sido complicado en Argentina, al igual que en Estados Unidos, aunque quizás por diferentes razones. Entre problemas políticos, comerciales, y socioeconómicos, no es necesariamente que todos los que desean vacunarse tienen acceso a las vacunas. ¿Cómo ves este problema? ¿Surgen conflictos sociales a causa de esto? ¿Cómo conviven los esfuerzos para alentar a vacunarse con esta realidad de desabastecimiento? 

(Paulina) Sí, complica las cosas que la cuestión de la pandemia haya entrado en la lógica de la lucha política. Pero, tampoco es demasiado excepcional. Sabés que los estoicos decían algo muy pertinente: “No son las cosas las que nos afectan, sino las opiniones que tenemos acerca de las cosas”. Ojalá pudiéramos–y es bueno hacer el esfuerzo–ir directamente a las cosas, pero esto que comentan los filósofos forma parte de lo que son las cosas. Los sociólogos también dicen que “Lo que la gente piensa sobre lo que ocurre forma parte de lo que ocurre”. Lo ideológico forma parte de ese mundo de opiniones.

Ya te conté la resistencia que tuvo la Sputnik. Se decía que te instalaba un chip, que te inoculaba ideas, que era mala, etc. Hablaban y hablan de la vacuna “rusa”, implicando “comunismo” y Unión Soviética, como si no supiéramos que la URSS ya no existe desde hace mucho tiempo. Se agravió a funcionarios, se hizo una denuncia por “envenenamiento”, se instalaron términos como “infectadura”. Me causa cierta gracia que Marx–que falló en muchas de sus predicciones–haya acertado en la de que “un fantasma recorre el mundo”, porque aquí siguen agitando el fantasma del “comunismo” por cualquier cosa que tenga un átomo de solidaridad social.

Con Pfizer hubo una temprana, larga y complicada negociación que terminó ahora cuando hubo un acuerdo. De entrada hubo aceptación de Pfizer sin preocuparse de dónde venía, como lo muestra, muy al comienzo de la pandemia, el trabajo conjunto de pruebas que se hizo en el Hospital Militar Argentino con voluntarios. Después hubo incumplimientos de Pfizer y exigencias demasiado fuertes como la de deshacerse de toda responsabilidad por cualquier reclamo, queriendo que sea Argentina quien pusiera como garantía bienes nacionales. (¿Lo pidieron a todos los países a los que le vendieron la vacuna? ¿Nos lo pidieron sólo a nosotros por selección “ideológica”? No lo sé. Sería interesante averiguarlo). Pero, finalmente, se llegó a un acuerdo y así estamos ahora. Comprenderás que para cualquiera que ame a su patria eran exigencias difíciles de tolerar. Pero este gobierno prioriza la vacunación. Lo han acusado al presidente de haberse “enamorado de la pandemia”, mientras otros actuales o ex decían “que muera el que tenga que morir” o “esto es sólo una gripezinha”.

En cuanto al plan de vacunación, se está llevando a cabo según prioridades: la gente de mayor edad, la población de riesgo, el personal de salud, y ahora los jóvenes que parecen los más amenazados por la variante Delta. Es cierto que no podemos hacer una vacunación masiva porque no hay todas las vacunas a la vez para todos los que quieren vacunarse. También es cierto que hay personas que preferirían que las farmacias compren a los laboratorios al precio que sea, que la comercialización sea privada y que ellos–que tienen los medios–puedan ir a comprarlas. Puede ser que estas personas se sientan en “conflicto social” con los que–por alguno de los motivos señalados antes–las reciben gratuitamente antes que ellos.

También hay provincias como Córdoba, donde hay más vacunas que gente que quiera vacunarse; ahí prendió mucho el discursos “antivacunas”. También es una de las provincias con más contagios.

Ejemplo de contradicción: en CABA, mientras el Ministro de Salud dice que estamos ante un nuevo y grave peligro, su Jefe de Gobierno anula la distancia en las escuelas (antes se organizaban para que hubiera un metro y medio de distancia entre los chicos). Leí una frase que me parece que describe bien lo que se hace en CABA: “cuando se está por apagar el fueguito, tiran una ramita más”.

Lo más problemático es que una catástrofe humanitaria universal se esté tratando de esta manera parcial y sometida a las leyes del mercado. Las vacunas deberían ser algo así como “patrimonio material de la humanidad”. Lo que ocurre en cambio es que está sometido a la competencia de los laboratorios privados que las cobran muy caras y que las venden a países privilegiados no sólo económicamente–tienen más dinero–sino también “ideológicamente”. Te imaginarás que no me pone contenta que seamos el último de los primeros–porque después de todo, el programa de vacunación avanza–pero mucho menos ser el primero de los últimos–porque hay países que están mucho peor. Esto último me apena muchísimo. No comparto la falta de solidaridad ni de las personas que quieren vacunarse primero porque tienen la plata para pagarlo, ni con los países que adoptan igual actitud.

La desigualdad creciente de que te hablé como un tema prepandémico, se agrava con la pandemia y el acceso desigual a las vacunas es una prueba de eso. Hoy leí un comentario que me parece justo: “la producción y la disponibilidad de las vacunas se vincula con una cuestión geopolítica que desborda la voluntad de un país como el nuestro”.

Preguntás cómo “conviven los esfuerzos por alentar a vacunarse con la realidad del desabastecimiento”. Y…te diría que conviven bien y mal. Bien porque la respuesta es un plan coherente de vacunación relacionado con las posibilidades de compra y entrega de las vacunas y mal porque hay una parte inasimilable del asunto que tiene que ver con nuestra condición periférica en el mundo.

¿Qué hacemos con eso inasimilable? Lo que hacemos con todas las cosas inasimilables de la vida: luchar y soportar.

(Vance) Esta es una crisis más de muchas en Argentina, pero esta es cualitativamente diferente, limita más y en diferentes formas que una crisis política o económica. ¿Cuál será el impacto en la psiquis nacional? ¿Cómo se recupera de esto?

(Paulina) Debo confesarte que me cuesta un poco tomar a mi país como si fuera excepcional. Es cierto que hemos tenido muchas crisis y esta es excepcional, como lo es para todos. Pero ¿es que en EEUU no ha terminado el gobierno de Trump con una crisis, no se repiten crisis por discriminación racial, no ha habido las crisis de los bancos?

(Vance) Tenés razón en tu observación acerca de la universalidad de las crisis; ha sido un par de años bastante complicados aquí en EEUU, y por lo que veo no hay señal de cambio en el horizonte. Supongo que lo que quiero distinguir entre este país y Argentina no es la experiencia de crisis, pero la forma de experimentar la crisis; parecemos tener mayor necesidad psicológica aquí en EEUU de disimular nuestra experiencia de crisis, que se ha visto muy desafiado durante esta en particular por el mero hecho de su carácter global. Nuestra manera acostumbrada de disimular un mal momento ha sido el compararnos con el resto del mundo (habrá racismo aquí, pero en Irak…; tenemos sequía e incendios brutales aquí, sí, pero en Etiopía…; etc.). En esta situación, no tenemos esa válvula de escape, porque durante gran parte de la pandemia el resto del mundo se ha estado comparando favorablemente con nosotros. Creo que ese ha sido el golpe más significante a la psiquis nuestra en estos tiempos.

(Paulina) Te agradezco que me cuentes de tus propias experiencias. Me hiciste acordar de un verso de nuestro poeta Leopoldo Marechal: “La patria es un dolor en el costado”. A cada uno de nosotros nos duele algo del estado de nuestras patrias, y a veces como contás, hay la tentación decir que sí, pero que hay otros peores. La cuestión no es alegrarse del mal del otro sino de compartir…aunque lo que tengamos para compartir es la vulnerabilidad.

(Vance) En un artículo del 14 de julio, La Nación anunció la llegada a los 100 mil muertos por Covid en Argentina. Es un hito poco alentador, y tampoco es cuenta final, ya que se siguen anunciando entre 200 y 300 más por día en el país. ¿Cómo resistir el impulso a la desesperación, cómo mantener alguna chispa de optimismo bajo las circunstancias? Has dicho que, si descuidamos las lecciones impartidas por la pandemia, las cosas simplemente volverán a repetirse en el futuro. ¿Qué habrá que cambiar para realmente aprovechar lo que hemos aprendido de todo esto (si es que hayamos logrado aprender alguna cosa)?

(Paulina) Si nuestro acceso a las cosas está mediada por opiniones, cabe preguntarse por el proceso de formación de las opiniones, lo que suele denominarse “construcción del sentido común”. Y aunque uno “ama a sus opiniones más que a sí mismo” como dice Lacan, lo más engañoso que hay es creer que son propias. “No hablamos sino que somos hablados”, para seguir con la cita. Los medios de comunicación de masas–ya llamarlos así es toda una cuestión–tienen un papel fundamental en eso. Son los que nos hablan.

Vamos por partes:

Menciona los 100.000 muertos, cifra impactante que en lo esencial no variaría si se tratase de 99.999 o 100.001, pero sirve para producir eso, el impacto.

Disculpame otra referencia filosófica: La Escuela de Frankfurt  hace tiempo ya que planteó que en la sociedad de consumo “toda producción cultural adopta la forma de la mercancía”. La noticia es una mercancía, y se vende con los mismos o parecidos recursos de la publicidad de cualquier producto; por ejemplo novedad, por ejemplo el impacto.

Hace poquito compré y leí un libro muy interesante de Laurent de Sutter: “Indignación total”, que lleva el comentario: “Lo que nuestra adicción al escándalo dice de nosotros”. Viene ocurriendo algo a lo que trato de sustraerme, no siempre con éxito, que es la generación del escándalo cotidiano. Medios que de la mañana a la noche–pero ya mañana pasan a otra cosa–se prenden de un tema para tratarlo todo el día superficialmente pero con la intención de llenarnos de indignación.

“100.000 muertos” se prestó muy bien a eso. Más el adicional político de atribuirle exclusivamente la culpa a un actor, cuando los actores somos muchos, entre ellos los medios negacionistas, antivacunas, antirestricciones, etc. Nunca los medios se van a hacer cargo de su papel como actores. Ellos son siempre relatores, supuestamente “neutrales”.

Mencioné la publicidad. Ya Umberto Eco hablaba del “efecto Santa Claus”, la idea de que la gente no cree lo que dice la publicidad–¿vos realmente creés que “con Coca Cola la vida es mejor”?–pero sí le cree a la publicidad.

Está ocurriendo algo muy llamativo. Mucha gente les cree a personajes que mienten descaradamente, o se contradicen descaradamente. Es como si dijeran: “No creo lo que decís–sería demasiado estúpido–pero aun así lo doy por válido”. “Miénteme más, que me hace tu maldad, feliz”, dice un famoso bolero.

Hablás de “desesperación”, buscás una “chispa” solamente de optimismo. Pues te diré que ese tono a mí y a muchos argentinos, no nos representa. Sin ser por eso “optimistas”. Otro libro que te recomiendo: de Terry Eagleton, “Esperanza sin optimismo”.

Te cuento que ayer domingo fui a hacer yoga en el Parque Centenario, hicimos una pequeña ceremonia por el día de la Pachamama y luego nos fuimos con una amiga a comer asado en una parrilla. Siempre con los barbijos, con el gel, etc. No estábamos desesperadas, ni la gente con la que nos cruzábamos. Quizá no todos se cuidaban lo suficiente, eso explica un poco el número de contagios; es verdad. A la noche tuve mi encuentro por zoom con mi grupo de cine. Estábamos preocupados, ocupados con la pandemia, pero no desesperados.

Me estoy acordando de una frase–esto ya se aparece a una asociación libre, no?–que malévolamente suele atribuirse a los izquierdistas (algo de eso hay), pero que estos días me parece más aplicable a los derechistas: “Se levantan tristes y se acuestan furiosos”. Y sí, para no ser así tendrían que ver otros canales y leer otros diarios.

Todo esto que acabo de decirte hay que matizarlo con lo que te dije al comienzo: no todas las situaciones son iguales y hay también gente para la cual la desesperación tiene un anclaje en lo real.

Con respecto al futuro, acabo de leer un artículo de un ensayista argentino, Alejandro Kaufman, quien, para referirse a su negativa a anticipar el porvenir, dice “Por algo las grandes religiones repudiaban los vaticinios y los distinguían de las profecías, que eran la forma antigua de interpelación al presente”. Así que la profecía adecuada a este momento presente sería la de llamar la atención sobre el hecho de que si no encaramos–el mundo–los problemas antes mencionados, que precedían y quizá hasta hayan causado la pandemia, no podemos esperar mucho del futuro.  

“La pandemia nos vulnera de manera tal que nos convierte en números. La única manera de saber lo que está ocurriendo es a través del recuento de las muertes. Se produce una situación paradójica: es necesario saber cuántas personas fallecen y, al mismo tiempo, el proceso de conteo insensibiliza y banaliza la muerte. De una u otra manera, se trata de muertes evitables que no pudimos evitar. En el marco de la globalización, el recuento es global, continuo y en tiempo real, por lo que genera una especie de pánico constante. Todo lo que se haga por atenuar y consolar este tipo de situaciones es tan valioso como necesario. Que los medios puedan producir relatos, recuperar testimonios e historias de vida de los fallecidos sería muy positivo.”

Alejandro Kaufman, Entrevista con Pablo Esteban, Ciencia, comunicación y política (21 Junio, 2021)

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La City, Dancing: A Conversation with Marcelo Solís

In 2011, Marcelo Solís, together with associates in Argentina, founded the Escuela de Tango de Buenos Aires (ETBA), which boasts the participation of renowned tango instructors. He has been teaching tango since 1994, and has taught and performed in Argentina, the USA, Canada, Europe, and Indonesia. Now located in the San Francisco Bay Area, he travels to Argentina several times a year to teach and perform at prominent milongas, such as Salon Canning, Confitería Ideal, Obelisco Tango and El Beso. He was one of the jurors at the First and Second Argentine Tango USA Official Championship & Festival, which took place in San Francisco in 2011 and 2012.

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(Vance) Tell me a little bit about yourself. How did you get to where you are today? How did the Escuela de Tango de Buenos Aires come into being?

(Marcelo) I was born in Argentina into a working-class family. My childhood was typical of my social background, living in the suburbs of a big city, a sort of intersection between the countryside and the noisy mix of asphalt and concrete, that existential landscape described in many tangos recorded by D’Agostino-Vargas, Troilo-Fiorentino, or Pugliese-Chanel.

Although my parents were not highly educated, they had a strong sense of duty, clear ethics, and honesty. They were aware of their limitations, so they encouraged my tireless curiosity, letting me read as much as I wanted, even though they sometimes worried that I spent so much time alone, reading whatever book, newspaper, or magazine I found. I also loved to play fútbol (soccer) and any sport or game the kids in the neighborhood played.

I really enjoyed studying. This allowed me to get scholarships that helped me get an education that my parents’ budget couldn’t afford. When the time came to decide my career, I had to choose between my love for science and the arts. I had to work to pay for my career, so I wasn’t able to follow both paths simultaneously. I decided in favor of art because my intuition told me that I would enjoy more freedom. My formation as an artist includes literature, philosophy, history, psychology, and sociology, on the one hand, and dance and theatre, on the other.

Tango reappeared in the Argentine cultural scene with the return to democracy in 1983. I was 17 years old when I had my first tango class. From that day, I’ve been involved in tango, learning, practicing, researching, dancing, performing, teaching, and organizing practically every single day of my life.

In 2011, together with Néstor Pellicciaro, we decided to create Escuela de Tango de Buenos Aires, an institution dedicated to preserving and promoting the art of tango. We have a wonderful staff of teachers in Buenos Aires and all over the world. We teach the general public, and we also provide training and certification to new instructors. I am now located in San Francisco, USA, where I teach, perform, organize trips to Buenos Aires and collaborate with a strong tango community in Northern California.

(Vance) Many people know the tango as dance, but there is also a strong poetic/literary tradition behind it; most Argentines can quote their favorite tango lyrics and do, frequently. Can you comment on the development of the tango as a dual artform? And, what is your favorite tango lyric?

(Marcelo) Tango is a way of life. Human beings are very adaptable. We are highly shaped by the environment into which we develop our lives. The way we think and feel is determined by the culture in which we live. Tango offers you a chance to live your life as a work of art, guided by an ethical/aesthetic dynamic structure of references. It is a culture you choose to learn. Even if you are an Argentine who did not grow up in the golden era of tango, you choose tango because you realize that it is the way to live your life to the fullest. You have the music, the dance, the poetry of its lyrics, and you have Buenos Aires, you have an Argentine/Porteño character, a whole system of identifications from which you can create your dance, your life. To grasp what tango is, you need to make a complete commitment to it, to an existential place in which you become Tango itself.

The greatest creations of tango, regarding music and lyrics (and probably dancing, as well) appeared in the 1940s, due to the coincidence between an increase in the living standards of the working and middle classes in Argentina who were able now to have leisure time, and the outcome of a process of many decades of evolution of the art form.

“Jamás retornarás…
lo dice el alma mía,
y en esta soledad
te nombro noche y día.
¿Por qué, por qué te fuiste de mi lado
y tan cruel has destrozado
mi corazón?”

Music and lyrics by Osmar Maderna and Miguel Caló

I have infinite favorite songs. I will choose today to talk about “Jamás retornarás,” a beautiful tango written and composed by Miguel Caló and Osmar Maderna. The recording by the authors, made in 1942, starts with the melody in a violin solo by Enrique Francini, so sweet and sad, anxious and anguished. The lyrics are about the realization of a lover that the object of his passion will never return. Raúl Berón delivers it with mastery. A simple, romantic song about love unfulfilled. However, you’ll hear it again, and again, in the milongas, while dancing, while resting at your table, or at home while dreaming of dancing that night, and what you feel is that a myriad of other things will never return, either. Then you understand that the song is talking about life itself and its ephemerality. Then perhaps, you learn that Osmar Maderna, one of the authors, died at 32 while flying his own plane, something he was passionate about. That ongoing experience is Tango: your participation with your personal interpretation, which does not need a test of truth, which is yours, your emotions, made of a collage of pieces of information that randomly become intertwined with your own memories and images.

(Vance) When I think of tango, the image of La Boca springs to mind, with its street vendors, conventillos, and wildly colorful buildings. Is it possible to locate tango geographically within Argentina, to define its epicenter, so to speak?

(Marcelo) Tango is Buenos Aires. You cannot have one without the other. Those who love tango have equal love for this wonderful city. Porteños [people from the city of Buenos Aires] just adore it. One of my dearest wishes is that the spread of tango across the globe might inspire humanity to care for our planet the way people from Buenos Aires care for their beautiful city.

(Vance) An Associated Press article from June 15, 2021, addresses the effects the Covid-19 pandemic has had on tango culture. Among other things, it states that in the past two years, some 40 out of 200 tango clubs closed permanently, as have 28 of 40 industry-related footwear and apparel companies. Tango tours (which you yourself have led) have been canceled.

What is your perspective on the impact of Covid-19 on the tango, both as an industry and as a cultural expression? How/Can it reinvent itself to cope with a time in which close physical contact has become problematic, if not outright taboo?

(Marcelo) In essence, tango is no different from any other human endeavor. It has been affected by the Covid-19 pandemic to the same degree as other activities and industries. It has begun to follow the trend of virtualization, with classes, private lessons, milongas and lectures online. This has been more challenging for some than for others, but in most cases the industry has adapted quickly.

Regarding the issue of physical contact, tango has never been an activity involving close physical contact between total strangers. I’ve been dancing with ladies I know for a long time, years and decades, and when I dance for the first time with someone, it has been through a previous introduction, by a friend in the milongas, and failing that, if I do want to dance with someone to whom I have no connection, it would be because I have seen that person dancing. A milonguero learns everything they need to know about a person by watching them dance. This is how milongueros understand tango: it is as if we were members of the same family. You wouldn’t have a problem getting close to your relatives.

As far as classes are concerned, the approach we have taken at Escuela de Tango de Buenos Aires is to require students to attend classes with partners, to register in advance (no drop-ins), and if it is their first time, to meet previously with their partner to get to know each other better before they come. It is a more rational approach to the classes, which we had wanted to implement anyway before, but were prevented from implementing by the inertia of how things were done. The interruption of the classes that happened last year provided us with the opportunity to make this adjustment.

(Vance) You’ve referred to yourself several times as a milonguero. Could you give me a basic definition of the term?

(Marcelo) The word “milonguero” dates to the origins of tango. “Milonga” was used to refer to this particular music and dance, and consequently, became the name of the tango dance gatherings. A “milonguero” is, then, a person who participates in these gatherings. Today it indicates an attitude in relation to tango. A milonguero or milonguera is a person whose life is centered around tango. It is a system of values that is expressed in the way you dance and behave in the milongas, and by extension how you carry yourself through life. As a synthesis, it states that when you dance the tango, the intricacies of the choreography are meaningless if you do not experience the emotions inherent in the dance. Emotions can be very elaborate, and are the foundation of rational thought. Soon, a robot will be able to dance tango, but will it be able to experience these emotions, too? Perhaps this is the definition of the human realm, the one to which we belong.

(Vance) Can you comment on the tango as tourist-based industry as opposed to tango as local cultural practice, and how these two aspects interact? What distinguishes the one from the other, and which is the more important, in your opinion?

(Marcelo) These two aspects of tango are as intimately connected as the partners who perform the dance itself. They are necessary to each other. Tango has been both a culture and an industry from its initial moments, when the first tango musicians passed the plate to receive money from dancers. Francisco Canaro started this way at the beginning of the 1900s, and by the end of the 1920s he was one of the richest men in Argentina, with stakes in authors’ and composers’ rights management, in the recording industry, theatre, movies, and publications. The customer base of tango is made up of passionate consumers who care about quality and are very educated in the matter. With globalization, with a more integrated world, people everywhere now enjoy greater access to the producers of the tango industry and its culture.

Each time a person has an encounter with tango–going to see a tango show, taking a class, going to a tango concert, going to dance–this person is getting educated in what Tango is. At each point in his or her path through tango, he or she discovers more and more layers of its deep beauty. Eventually, this person may embrace the culture of tango. If a tourist goes to a milonga in Buenos Aires and finds it empty, the business model of the tango industry collapses. If tourists did not spend money on tango, it would be hard for the milonga organizers, instructors, and performers to survive in what is basically a purely internal market.

“Generally, popular musical forms enjoy a fairly short lifecycle: first, they cause a great uproar, they become the fashion, then once they have become established they stagnate, decay sets in, and finally they remain only as a witness to an era, or merely to a brief moment in time. Tango, on the other hand, is not an isolated incident, tango is an end in and of itself, an end that epitomizes a perception of beauty and a subtle meditation on the whole of human society in its unfolding, encapsulating all aesthetic, sociological, and even metaphysical considerations.”

Carlos A. Troncaro, El tango, el gaucho y Buenos Aires (2009; my translation)

(Vance) Why do you think the tango appeals so strongly to Argentines? Carlos Troncaro, in his book El tango, el gaucho y Buenos Aires (2009), writes that while many popular musical forms fall out of style quickly and culturally come to symbolize only the era to which they belonged, the tango goes on, constantly evolving, growing, and changing alongside Argentine society in a way that keeps it always current. To what do you attribute tango’s staying power? Will there ever be a time when it ceases to be relevant?

(Marcelo) Argentines struggle with identity. Since our nation’s founding, it has been difficult to define what it means to be Argentine. Tango provides a clear element of identification. Your background–if your ancestors came from Spain, Italy, Poland or the Middle East, if you are rich or poor, if you got a university degree or educated yourself in “la universidad de la yeca (the university of the streets)”–does not matter. Even if you do not care much about tango, you hear its music and you know it is about you, your things, your particularities; you see a couple dancing and you feel proud even if you yourself do not dance, and you tell yourself: “We did this. Others put a man on the moon, created the nuclear bomb, devised the computer. We, as a particular culture, gave birth to tango.”

I think tango belongs to all of humanity, in this era of global metropolis and increasing interconnectivity. Tango is a manifestation of our particular situation as human beings, with human bodies, in the face of dehumanization in an urbanized world. As long as we live in this interconnected way, which seems to work beautifully as a driver of prosperity, tango will not only continue to be relevant to Argentines, but it will become increasingly relevant to humanity as a whole.

“I shall die in Buenos Aires, in the early morning hours,
The hour at which they die who best know how;
And on my deathly silence wafts the perfume of misfortune,
The words for you I can now no longer speak.”

Balada para mi muerte – Music by Ástor Piazzolla; lyrics by Horacio Ferrer (my translation)

© Vance Woods